How time flies

Well, it's been too long since my last post, and I couldn't even say what's happened since because time has wiped the evens clean from the chalkboard of my mind. Do people still use chalkboards? Doesn't matter. It just goes to show how I don't realize how quickly time flies. It has been 10 years since high school, and more since I actually felt my age...

died on Thursday while was at work. My reaction was shock. I know he seemed weak when last i saw him, but not near death. It was such a surprise. And now I am here, doing what I can.

I've done nothing to get me anywhere near any of my own personal goals. No. Scratch that. I've seen my therapist here in Los Angeles twice. I love her, even though how I will feel after I leave her is unpredictable. The first time, I wished I were catatonic so I wouldn't be expected to respond to anything. This last time, I went in feeling sullen and silent, and came out laughing. I never know what will happen with her. Perhaps her unpredictability is one of the reasons I continue to see her.

As far as finding work...
that has yet to see any real progress...


While my friend sleeps finally, after two long days, I surf the web. I stumbled upon a site that I thought the world of truly inquisitive minds would adore, so for the few that happen to read my sorry little blog- a treat: http://education.jimmyr.com/
One of my particular favorites is the flashcards. Unfortunately, there are a few dead links, but every rose has it's thorn, right?

Another cool site: http://librarianchick.pbwiki.com/

4:35am
I know I should get some sleep, but it's hard. Surfing is addictive, and I'm in a new and unconventional place. I am tired, but I'd rather just fight it. Besides, I'm finding wondrous things on Craigslist.